I'm not used to this whole having options in the dating world.  Today I feel somewhat dishonest.  I went to the beach this afternoon with one guy and dinner with another and both were very enjoyable, but my mind has switched on which one I like better.  I suppose over time it will become clear if I like either of them enough to actually date them exclusively, but this is all new for me.  Things are still awkward.  Maybe I need someone who has more of a "take charge" personality to combat my indecisiveness and shyness, of course I have met people not like that who it works with.

Life would just be a whole lot easier if Matt would decide to declare his adoration of me and tell me to stop dating. ;o)  Sure you don't want to throw your hat into the ring?  Kidding.